Charlotte Chinn

1 Year gone but DEFINATLY NOT FORGOTTEN

I sit on your bench at work and say nothing! What can i say? No words can explain how much i miss you. You were and to me still are such a HUGE part of peoples lives just knowing i cant pick up the phone and call you when i need to haer your voice breaks my heart. I cry as i sit hear telling you how i feel. If only id of had the balls to tell you how important you were to me when you were here, but im sure you knew or at least i hope you did. May you sleep tight no one can hurt you now you'll always be in my heart. Im still in touch with your mum, dad, harriett and acea and i tell you, you would be so proud they love you so much and its scary how much Harriett is turning into a mini Charlie, she is beautiful and as for Acea he has taken over the roll of spoiling Amelia, when he came home from school the day i visited, Amelia attatched herself to him immediatly. Im always thinking of you love now and always. Georgie, Simon and Amelia xxxxx

Georgie Twelves (Friend) November 4, 2007

Tina, Ray & Family

Cannot believe a year has passed since Charlie departed. Be strong, brave and cherish the fact that she will always be looking down on you.
Always in our thoughts & prayers
xxx
Ian, Mo, Laura & Gemma

The Chalmers (Friend) November 4, 2007

Hi,

I still think about you charlie, and often pop onto this site. I can not believe its been a year since you left us. The year seems to have gone so quick and so much has happened. Phil asked me to marry him back in May and I said yes of course, So I am busy planning for our wedding which is happening in July.

All my love and prayers to your family.

xx

Kimberley Cooper (Friend) November 4, 2007

love you and miss you

Thany to eveyone who has left a mesage it means alot to me. 1 year tomoro i miss you so much but i know your always hear with me, i dont know what to say just that i miss and love you so much and always will. we had so meany good times i will never forget. love you now and forever ace xxxxxxxxxxx

Acea Webb (Brother) November 3, 2007

love you so much

hey babe not sure id been strong enough on Sunday so am trying tonight,thank you again to those of you who have left messages its so comforting i wrack my brain over who some of you are and others i know but to you all my heartfelt thanks! - ive never shown ray or the other two these pages but i will one day so they can know how good it is to read your messages. The year has passed in a blur of denial and confusing attempts at acceptance that leave me doubled over with pain i miss you so much everyday you know i share my thoughts and doubts with you but i want you here with me so much babe i need to hug you and hold you tight and kiss your hair and your face over and over to smell your perfume ive tried to drink away the pain it dosnt work ive tried to exercise it away it dosnt work ive tried new things in an attempt to occupy my mind - im sure i heard you laughing at me on the golf course! but nothing works babe nothing an i no that it will be like this always until we are together, god i embrace that day i truly do, i still cant bring myself to accept this situation i guess it would take me under and thats why so im here for the others, but you are my little image my golden girl my angel how alike are we you used to get cross sometimes when people said that didnt you and then you started admitting it to!im not half the person you are you were too good for us all babe so generous by nature in so many ways and outspoken in your views that some people didnt no how to take you did they!no one could say they didnt no where they stood with you Ha! i always taught you to stand up for what you believed in and you certainly did that ok!i got in some near scrapes myself helping defend you until you didnt need me to anymore didnt i remember when you told colin off for calling me butch for lifting heavier weights than him at the gym! god that was so funny.Stan is as mental as ever round the boys but he loves me nearly as much as you did you see him even go for dad the other day for hugging me like he did with you an michael my giant puppy! be close to me i can feel you an smell you some days i reach out an hold the moment it feels so good, love you so very much my shoey i wish you didnt leave me but glad you never felt this agonising existence that is my life now . always in my heart our souls still touch i no it and so do you an thats all that matters right. i love you. your moma xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tina Webb (Mother) October 31, 2007

So Proud

Haz is always talking about you at school: How you used to do this & how you used to do that. She is so proud of you and all you did. A year on & she is still remembering all those memories you shared, I just wish she wouldn't have to remember & if she did it would be through sharing them with you. (If that makes sense?) We ALL miss you Charlie, I cant believe it has nearly been a year! Where has time gone? Love & Miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Becky (Friend) October 21, 2007

Nearly a Year has passed

I have thought about leaving words on this site in the past but have never felt it was the right time for me. Every evening when I put my son to bed I think of Charlie, as I have since that night. I ache with all my heart that I could bring Charlie back into this world but I know that will not happen, I would give anything if I thought this was possible. Charlie was so thoughtful towards my family. I remember her coming round one Christmas with presents for my girls and being worried that her gift was okay, she stayed with us for over an hour at a Christmas time when I thought she would be out with friends and I will never forget her heartfelt concern for other people and selfishlessness.
My eldest daughter has become aware of spirits lately and she keeps asking if they know what you are thinking and if you have been told off at school!
Tina and Ray, I am proud to know you both, Charlie is a credit to you . As your other children that I feel have shown strength and understanding beyond their years. They will never be alone.
A year is soon to pass, where has it gone? What I find strange is the way you step outside and find the world is continuing on as ever, while your world has stopped.
Charlie, Chazie remembers you, things you said, going in your car, eating raisins at your mums house when she wouldn't eat them at mine (how did you do that?). You wanted to watch her horse ridingbut it was 8 o' clock on a Sunday morning! She rides at 4 0' clock on a Wednesday evening now but you know that already!
Love to you and your family, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sheena Tulloch-Cotton (Friend) October 20, 2007

Tina

Please dont ever listen to rubbish, anyone who really knew you and Charlie wouldnt even dream of printing or even speaking this sort of rubbish, keep strong, so many people loved Charlie and even though their grief is bad they cannot possibly imagine what you are going through, but there is not one person who knew Charleie who would not stand up for her or be there for you and yours.

love and respect always

Karen (Aquaintance) October 10, 2007

Loving you always

I read this quote somewhere and thought how appropriate it was for all the people and you know who you are who feel its there place to gossip amongst themselves or worse still have there crap printed as fact! - do you think that a few months pass an my pain an loss are are gone only a mother who has lost her daughter could possibly feel what i do and then you would no the pain remains with you always for me it will never change i dont want to know or care how anyone else deals with it thank you. 'Who will not mercy unto others show, how can he mercy ever hope to have'
Charlie babe my love, respect, pride and honour for you will never change wane or fade you are and always will be forever in my heart, i know my dignity has slipped from time to time in moments of anger and pain but you know me i will defend you an the others to my end, i miss you so very much every day. Loving you always and forever darling ,Moma xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tina Webb (Mother) October 6, 2007

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A (Friend) October 1, 2007